Are you a people person? Quiz @ Seadia

True, true, true...true

Avril is just so punk rawk...

I just downloaded one of Avril's other song, "Nobody's Fool" and my God please tell me: this isn't a rap number now, is it? Oh so I suppose that's what punk is all about now?! Not saying that I know...but...do you really believe that ANYBODY who consider themselves 'punk rock' or a 'skater' would listen to that crap? I admit to have liked Avril before and really...I didn't even know she labelled (says she didn't, but whatever...) as a punk. I admit to have liked Complicated at first and just thought it was a pretty pop song that sounded a tad bit different, plus I loved the video...but then it got over-played and God did I get sick of it.
So to get rid of that really...stupid...song...I just had to go and listen to The Strokes or something...THE HIVES!!! Yep.

I have lots of homework, but I won't do it. Why? Because I'm starving....need something to eat...and I'm bored. Boredom leads to food.....sooner or later I shall become over-weight and cry...and go on yo-yo diets.

Ok...just got back home and my God are people some freaking rude to the bus drivers. I mean s/he is just doing their job and you should get kicked out for swearing at them. I mean if people verbally abused me like that, shit, I'd quit right now and tell them to fucking drive themselves home or work.
The bus was crowded, ok? So he asks if there was any more space...and some people say no. I guess he didn't hear so he asks again and says he won't move until we more damn space...but it's cleary impossible cause it's jam packed like 'sardines in cans'. So this guy goes, "THERE'S NO MORE FUCKING SPACE. I didn't pay to have people sit on me, OK? Just GO." And this old man earlier was like swearing, "sons of bitches." and saying how he should just close to the door and leave...blah blah blah. And some assholes kids were like, "Stupid bus driver...bitch. I'll shoot you."
So I plan on trying to get off in front and say thank you...you know...something nice...but I didn't. Cause there was much too many people in my way and the backdoor was closer. I felt bad for him...he should have yelled at them to fucking shut up.

It's past my bedtime, but I refuse to go to sleep because I know that as soon as I hit the bed...I won't be able to. So...I'm going to like freaking stay up till I'm really really sleepy then go to bed...and if I'm lucky I'll wake up at 6 and when I cross the street in the morning I won't get hit by a car [cause surely I'd hate to pain you all with my definite absence...I know you'll miss me].

I think you've mistaken me for someone who cares about what you have to say


Well. I'm done my French homework and now off to my book report. Seems like I have like...no one to talk to right now. Sucks ass. I know. God. There's this girl in my art class, Stephanie, and damn she's annoying. Once she came up to me and Sara and stopped her and asked her if she was a 'rocker' after 50 millions years of telling me just how 'cool' Sara is and blah blah blah blah. Sara was like, "uh...i guess"...and Annoying-Stephanie goes, "YEAH! ROOOOCK ON!" and did the hand sign thingy. Like what the hell was that all about????? Then when she was out of ear-shot...Sara asked me who the fucking hell was that.

....heh. OK.

Have you ever had that feeling where everyone is having fun, but you're not? And you'r feeling alone? God. That's how I'm feeling and I hate it. I've got myself a project to finish, but I don't feel like doing anything. I'm feeling lazy. Yep. I just spent 2 hours (I think or less) trying to fix up my site and all. It's pissing me off...especially the pic section. My layouts suck...probably because from lack of talent and patience.

if you hurt her i'm gonna kill you and make it look like an accident...new site...got hosted...WEEEEEEE


Had a little snack as soon as I got back home...I got off at the wrong stop like 2 stops before the one I was suppose to be...and it was a pretty long fucking walk... and you may now check my lovely website (whoever the hell reads this anyway). I know...I could have hopped on the next bus, but I didn't want to...

Wow!

I haven't posted for a while now, I know. I just got the internet one hour ago, we moved...so had to cancel our old one and get a new one (WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE). Sara came over to stay this weekend. She just left and I'm bored right now. We took some pictures...which I'll upload soon.

My Happy/Things I like List ( idea stolen from this other site that I cannot exactly remember)

dancing when no one is around; singing in showers; sleeping late; the fresh taste of watermelon or peach; water; mello yello; ice-cream; musicals; belts as ties; shirts with funny sayings; parodies; just for laughs; laughing; sara; journal covers; elijah wood; orlando bloom; harry potter; a good movie; online tests; lacie's layouts; lotr; gollum; noon; fall; winter coats; mittens; hats; train conducter hats; top hats; words games; the way water feels; nature; fresh air; fresh icing cold water; ice-cream; english triffles; the english; foreign accents (preferably Australian or British...or French); rain; flowers; big plants; little kids; blonde boys; green eyes; sara's wicked humour; the way rockers look like; goths; achieving something; getting praised; getting good grades; losing 2 pounds; straight hair; going out; eating in restaurants that look fancy; theaters; that clicking sound when you type; splashing noises; sleeping after a good long night talk (specially with sara); reading on a comfy chair; this warm feeling you get from whatever; the way old records sound like (like this scratchy sound sometimes); new stuff; the way new things feel and smell like; leather (how it smells and feels like); how old used stuff feel like (naturally worn out, not those purposely done ones); nice big cozy warm sweaters; eyes; how cadance wears this sock bracelet (she cut it); how crazy my Mrs. Pope is; Mme Pare strange, sarcastic humour; anything funny in general; comedy; the clothes in American Eagle (even though I know I would never be caught dead wearing those, but they look good on the models and manequins); shoe and car commercials; this 'good morning, good morning!' viagra commercial with the happy dancing man; >>>

Oh. And next year I will be getting a job in the summer. Exams are in January and my next semester is going to be HELL. ARGH! Goodness. Hate this....

On boxing day I went shopping with mum...yep woke up really early. Got new pants and and a winter jacket (not those long ones mind you *cough*Sara*cough*. She gave me 20 bucks to spent on whatever I wanted in Fairweather, but since I didn't find anything that I really really really liked...I didn't get anything. Oh well. Another time I guess. Then after we went to IKEA to get some furniture for the next day (moving day). Then got home at 6 something and started packing my stuff till like 2 in the morning...was dead tired.
Then the next day on the 27th we moved all those boxes in the moving truck blah blah blah and today we the 28th we unpacked it. I don't have the internet back yet or cable (doubt I'll be watching any TV for a few good weeks and going to the internet to that matter too...). You might be wondering how I posted, well I'm at a party right now and asked to go on the internet for a while. Unfortunately their MSN Messenger isn't working so...BAH! Anyway so...

What Else I Got on Christmas:

Lilo and Stitch DVD full with coupons and stuff...and I get like those posters and pictures thingy that you frame...from Auntie Leelee
Make Your Own Candles, socks, pantyhose... from Auntie Marilyn
And I think that's it. Yep...

what i got this morning

[1]Sweater...HOODIE [love hoodies]
from from AhYin
[2] X based on a story by CLAMP VCD from Tonton Alain
[3] Beautiful Ballet [3 CDs in one..featuring the Nutcracker, Swan Lake, Sleeping Beauty, and Halberg Suite] from Mom

So, that's it so far. And..I LOVE IT XD Love it all. I know it's not much...but hey I like it. I have been wanting a new sweater for a while and I love anime stuff and classical music is just superb! Wonder what else I'll get tonight....

Today I didn't want to get up, i was so tired. I went to sleep at 2 past something....but glad I did. We were all sitting there in the living room, happy, smiling and Tonton Alain filming us. Then we had breakfast, got ready, went to church and came back home. I haven't finished cleaning my room...we're moving soon in like 2 days or something. Gawd. So....I better go and start packing NOW. Plus I have homework...better get going.

short...but happy online reunion before 'MC'....I'm Orlando Bloom by the way and MC is Jade


MC says:
hey

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Heeeey

Orlando Bloom XD says:
=D

Orlando Bloom XD says:
So happy to talk to you...

MC says:
you know...I was going to put my msn name as Legolas ish so sexy

MC says:
^^

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Lol

MC says:
yeah
MC says:
MC!
Orlando Bloom XD says:
MC?

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Who is MC?!

MC says:
Merry Christmas

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Oh ;x

MC says:
lol

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Ook

MC says:
I think i'm the only person who says MC, lol

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Yes...You are...that's why we will shun you

MC says:
I saw LOTR two towers ><

MC says:
WE?

Orlando Bloom XD says:
YOU CANNOT BE DIFFERENT!

MC says:
=/ *SNIFF*

Orlando Bloom XD says:
YOU should be like US ;x

MC says:
*COUGH*

MC says:
*PULL

Orlando Bloom XD says:
I saw it too

MC says:
*STAB

MC says:
XD

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Isn't Smegoglwwhadsdusfjadbadj funny ;x

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Golum

MC says:
Smeagol?

Orlando Bloom XD says:
He's so cute

MC says:
GOLLUM

MC says:
lol you and your bad spelling

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Someone said 'Golum'...So...it's all the same ;/
As long as you know what I mean it's all fine, dahlin'

MC says:
that someone can't spell ._.

MC says:
yeah Sistarh

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Having fun?

MC says:
darhlin

MC says:
miss yah though

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Me too...

MC says:
g2g

MC says:
bye

MC says:
bye

MC says:
bye

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Bye

MC says:
love

MC says:
you

Orlando Bloom XD says:
You

Orlando Bloom XD says:
too

MC says:
huney

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Sweetie

MC says:
XD
Orlando Bloom XD says:
MC =)

MC says:
hunnny

MC says:
sweet dreams

Orlando Bloom XD says:
Don't die on me

finally got hosted
Need a new layout.

Maybe Ryan is right. Maybe I do have a crush on K, but what the hey! Nothing is ever going to happen. God! I hate beautiful people....
I used to think or make myself think that I wasn't like that. No. I don't fall for pretty boys without caring about their personalities. I'm not like those stupid girls. I don't drool over beautiful guys. Time to face up to reality:
I'm no better.

Infact I can be even worse than them. Lies. Lies. Lies. I lie. I judge subconsciously, it's not my fault...is it?

Saturday morning alone and barely feeling says:
I don't know any cousin Alex

Saturday morning alone and barely feeling says:
And what in the world is that?!

[NoK] DDR MANIAC=GS= says:
yea u do

[NoK] DDR MANIAC=GS= says:
hes davids bro

Saturday morning alone and barely feeling says:
Who is David?

[NoK] DDR MANIAC=GS= says:
the cousin who hangs out wit neil

[NoK] DDR MANIAC=GS= says:
our other cousin

Saturday morning alone and barely feeling says:
I see..

Saturday morning alone and barely feeling says:
I still don't know who he is

[NoK] DDR MANIAC=GS= says:
nvm

falling for the wrong kind


Ahhhhh! I cannot believe this. No. I'm so stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. What's wrong with me?!?!?! I need to see a therapist to find out what's wrong with me. Why is it that I fall for the wrong guys? Uh? What's up with that. Disturbed. Why am I like that...Lord. First it's D...major major crush thing. Thank God I'm over that ass. Now it's K and now I think I'm slowly going for S, ARGH!

K smokes...will never notice me cause I'm too damn ugly and not his kind. Out of the hundreds girls drooling over his ass, think he'll pick me? I think not. I know what I look like and I know that I'll never get him. Plus...I don't think I even want him. So hah.

About S?
Scratch this: he's gay. Yes. He is gay. Such a shame really, but that's ok...I GUESS. He's so sweet I think. And candid.


I'm pathetic. I know.

Saturday morning alone and barely feeling...All night in a catfight with the only one who can make me cry...


Sunshine, you were bad. I'm still mad, but I can't remember why...I am having some trouble login in this server and I'm getting all pissed off. BAH.

The Assembly went smoothly. When Sara and Leslie came to talk to me they had finally realized what a beauty Konrad was. FINALLY. After months of telling them how gorgeous he was and adorable when he was clueless on what bar we were on and what notes to play...A Kodak Moment and Priceless (for everything else there's always MasterCard).

Leslie: He's hot.
Me: Who?
Leslie: Konrad.
Me: FINALLY! I know.
Leslie: He's hot.
Sara: PATTY! Guess what!
Me: What?
Sara: I got a new crush.
Me: Oh really...who?
Sara: Your boyfriend.
Me: ? He's not my boyfriend.

Yes. They said they were telling other people he was my boyfriend...yeah right. I felt like bonking their heads with my trombone. I couldn't help feeling a tad bit posessive about him. After all was I not the first one to spot him? YES I WAS! SO HAH BITCH. He's mine. ALL MINE. Bah. I just think he's good looking.

Well someone is being an ass, *cought*cought*ron*cough*nie*cough*
Saw his last post anyone? Poor Jade hates to suffer by herself...Welll...MISERY does LOVE company...Lol I'm joking. Chi, if you're reading this I still have to give you that thing. They're Celtic Godesses and some Wiccan stuff you might find interesting. It's cool. Maybe I should just give you the website, if I can remember it. I'm in school right now so I don't have my favourites.
Yesterday I went on mIRC and it was pretty funny. OH! And I got this guy called Jonathan who is willing to host for free ALL THANKS TO LACIE! *huggles* I love you SASHI...

He's nice. Now we need to figure out a login name and stuff. He doesn't have MSN...doesn't loook like it anyway. I promised to e-mail him today to let him know the name thingy. Oh and Ryan is such an asshole. He called Jenna a 'Dirty Jew'...what the fuck was that? Oh supposely just because he doesn't like that girl anymore means he can call her whatever. Seriously...I got so pissed off.

Tomorrow we're peforming for the first time in front of the school for the assembly, I can't wait. Hopefully it'd be better than the rehearsal's...cause it sucked. We finished at 5 or something and I went upstairs to the library to see if Sara was still there doing homework. Yup! She was. I thought she would have left already, but she promised to have stayed or meet me in the caf if she finished first. She wasn't done --almost done actually--- her homework, she had to make up this newspaper thing. Pamela was there too. A teacher came in and told them they had to leave so...yeah...we left. It was so dark when we got out, a bit scary if you ask me.
People say it's dangerous walking alone at night in the butt lounge, but there was no one...we were pretty safe. I hate that trail thingy, it's scary at night. God knows what can happen at night there...

I went to the library and waited for my uncle to come pick me up and I'm so happy. I FINALLY put on hold books that I have been wanting to read so bad...for so long now:


[X] Girl From The South (it was in the library so I got it...it's on my lap)

1) The Nanny Diaries
2) Catcher in the Rye
3) Perks of Being a Wallflower
4) The Pianoman's Daughter

The choir sounded so nice during the mass.

Soooo...recently I have found myself interested in Celtic music again ever since we started watching Asterisk et Obélix [with real people]. And I went on and found some stuff out about the Celtic Godesses...turns out Wiccans use those Godesses sometimes...or a lot of times. I then read some Wiccan rituals.


I got a French book report type of thing to do during Christmas vacation...sooo...I better start getting my butt off to work. I'm half way finish with that book...but I should have taken some notes...stupid stupid stupid. Bah. Oh well. I can reread it.


Tomorrow I have another Jazz band practice and I'm getting tired. I came home at around 6 o'clock...and it was already so dark. But some of the houses were decorated with Christmas lights, so it was almost worth it to walk...since it was all pretty. During the Singings of the Teachers Derek and I get to jingle the bells, while Aubrey has to sing and the rest get to play along with them. It's fun...I can't wait till we play during the assembly! Woooo.

...thoughts...
[x] someday I want to learn how to play the French horn...even if Romone says it's hard.

and...

Some jerk ruined my watercolour background, asshole. I had to restart all over again and I'm afraid mummy dear won't get her present...until January or something. Oh well...